Friday, October 27, 2017


Friday, October 27, 2017

Goodness gracious, I have not messed around with Tumblr png's in YEARS...)

Oh yeah, we're here. It's all leading up to the big 3-0, and it's all kinda funny because as much as I am trying to be positive on most days, it is still quite terrifying to come to terms with the fact that I have been alive for almost three decades. I can't begin to comprehend that and idk how long it will be until I come to terms with it. Here we are- my 29th birthday, and there are a billion things to write about without any order, but let me get straight to the point.

Whoever said life gets better in your 30s, well, here's to hoping you're right. While my 20s (or life in general) could have been a lot worse, I am a very blessed person who gets to live out her dreams (well, 80% of them so far) living in one of the best places on the planet. If you know me, I complain-  A LOT. Unintentionally, of course, or get stressed AF when something even in the slightest gets out of my control. This leads naturally to my career- what can I say? I have also been very lucky to have the experiences I do, traveling while having to meet the coolest people ever while getting to do something I'm passionate about. I am reaching the point of no return, though, and (surprise!) I have begun looking elsewhere and even trying to figure out how to quit (overall) working for someone else and stressing out over their dreams coming true while I feel like my own time is running out. I need to get out and ASAP and become my own CEO. Crossing my fingers this happens before the next 365 day limit hits.

Speaking of hitting 30- I think it's about time I begin setting some more serious goals and make up my mind as to when I plan to have kids. But what I have already realized is that I have been in the mindset that I don't feel or look the age I am so that is why I keep putting that off so now it's more of an "I have to" because ya know, it gets harder for women after 30something. FML. This is all extremely scary. I seriously feel sometimes I have done nothing with my life, yet have done so much in comparison to people my age.

As of right now, I am probably pre-ordering the Iphone X and thinking these exact thoughts over and over in my head because legit, this is all that goes through my mind like....ALL THE TIME nowadays, and life is passing me by. I graduated high school almost 12 years ago...f*ck f*ck f*ck!

Okay, I need to go before I begin hyperventilating.

Cheers, bitches. xx

TOP | Sincerely Not 
JEANS | Forever 21

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